We need the shit.
It’s the fertilizer.
Bring it up for air so it can compost properly and fuel our growth.
It’s an asset, and totally transformative.
So when shit hits the fan,
please don’t take it personally.
It’s just par for the course on the Orgone trail.
The plot thickens when we’ve been taught to bury our shit,
or hold it in, or play with it, or sit in it, or pretend it isn’t ours.
But in fact it charges us. It’s what we tend to go on.
Alleviate the constipation of a nation.
The grass is greener on the other side of the divide between heart and mind,
where the soul smiles in satisfaction
because it’s gaining circulation, clearing space, developing capacity,
and clarifying intention.
Simply reminding us that this too shall pass.
Going green from the inside out
…that’s what this shit is all about.
A shift, a movement, a letting grow.
Soular Power: let it show!
Because we have the privilege of being this light;
bringing light; seeing light; weaving light;
and believing—believing that life is good
and it deserves to be protected.
We CAN heal-grow-live-love-laugh-sing-build-play-and restore.
If we think our shit is wrong then we’ll never get it right.
It’s when we keep sight of the fact that it’s all one tract,
it’s all one system--
And if we simply relax around the contraction,
align with the divine timing of action,
we’ll get out of this shit-hole alive
and thrive like Mother Nature intended.
I dream of a Soular Powered revolution; something Self-Sustainable.
Dr. Martin Luther King Jr said, “An individual has not started living until s/he can rise above the narrow confines of individualistic concerns to the broader concerns of all humanity.”
An individual can’t rise above the narrow confines of individualistic concerns—I won’t break out of the “Me” box, so to speak—until I’ve developed the core strength to embrace all of who I am. Otherwise, that which I am not ready to accept in myself will prevent me from connecting with others. If I am numb to my own emotions, stuck in runaway trains of thought, held hostage by self-doubt, or too exhausted by the fumes of a toxic environment to challenge my own perception, how can I address what lies beyond my box? Only when I accept myself unconditionally am I free to access my innate energy and evolve into an actively contributing, Soular Power-producing component of humanity.
The awkward, resistant, and/or destructive habits of thought and behavior that exist within each human being lie at the foundation of the fossil-fueled system we seek to change. But when it comes to addressing these concerns, the American public has a habit of neglect. Maybe we settle with ourselves for less because we figure that one person cannot save the world. This, however, isn’t the point. Each individual is responsible for the world s/he creates….
Sustainable community requires individual Response-ability. This Response-ability (or Invironmental Awareness) allows an individual to be of collective service. If we hope to save humanity, we must start where we are: addicted, anxious, afraid, attached. We can’t move forward if we’re holding back.
Taking Response-ability means empowering change.
I dream of our great awakening.
And it’s happening NOW, one day at a time.
“I’m not acceptable!”
I would never say this about myself out loud, or even think it consciously. But attentive observation of certain feelings and behaviors has provoked me to a rigorous internal inventory. I unearthed this and other appalling belief systems lodged within my emotional body. They were carefully padded by a protective shield, made from a hardened mixture of time and ego.
Here are a few of them.
Limiting Belief: That I’m not worth it. This is a great way to avoid putting in the effort required to make real, sustainable, positive change. It resigns itself to discouragement and defeat, blatantly omitting the simple fact that life operates on a Soular Power platform: this is a dance, a blink of an I/eye, unfolding one experience at a time. We’re all here to learn, and there’s no way to mess it up.
Healing the Limitation: Realizing that I deserve nourishment and respect, no matter what I feel I’ve done wrong in the past. In fact, I deserve the best that the world has to offer, because I am doing the best that I can. Just relax and know that every challenge is designed to open my heart and mind. I’m a perpetual work in progress, and worth every step.
Limiting Belief: That I, Gina Tang, have something to accomplish every day. This is an attachment to my personal agenda or sense-of-self that needs to do and prove and secure many things; to get work done, to manage a household, to solve problems, to improve myself, to meet goals, to support others, to earn money, and so on. YES, of course these tasks exist. They are part of living. But the belief that I, “Gina Tang,” need to accomplish or conquer them is limiting; it leaves me to my own ideas and plans and devices… which, when driven from internally-applied pressure to perform, are inherently limited.
Healing the Limitation: Realizing that the only thing that I, Gina Tang, need to do is surrender to The Big Hand. Ask IT to guide my daily endeavors. This way, I draw from divine guidance and inspiration, empowering all of the things I do, not for “me,” but for the service of my highest self, and the highest benefit to others.
Limiting Belief: That I don’t have enough. This sense of lack around my personal resources prevents me from giving freely and joyfully. It says there is not enough time or energy or patience or motivation or money to do and have all the things I want for/from myself, and all the things others want for/from me. It grows anxious and impatient when prevailed upon.
Healing the Limitation: Realizing that I am an infinite instrument in The Big Hand. The Big Hand has a lot to give, and it works through me in perfect time and brilliant orchestration. I am grateful to play my part.